What's on what little mind I have left...

Ok, Ok, I know it's been awhile since my last post, but it's not my fault! Brent came up on Thursday so I had to spend the whole day before he got here cleaning my room. Yes you heard right, my room is actually clean! Anyway like I said, Brent showed up around 4:30 on Thursday so we spent some time hanging out, talking, I made some supper and then we watched "Wild Wild West". Later Shannon called up and we all went out to the Red Dog. It was a great night and we had lots of fun. The next morning we dragged ourselves out of bed and Brent came into classes with me for the day, all in all it was pretty uneventful...(And I think Malcolm was jealous...;) ) After school Brent took Shannon home and I went home and had a nice long nap. For supper Brent and I went out with one of his friends and his girlfriend to Riley's, then it was back to Shannon's house for a bit before we hit the Red Dog again to see the amazing, "Webber Brothers" or was it the "Duck Feet Brothers?" :) And on that note might I add that 486 has been found and captured! Congrats to Shannon! :) After the bar we got some pizza from the Night Kitchen and headed home. A good sleep and a hot shower later Brent took me to work and we said our goodbyes till Winter Games...

Now as much as I would like to continue this right now I have to go to class so I will finish later...

Stay tuned for more episodes of, "This Is My Life, The Soap Opera"

Wow, what a night we had last night! After a lovely dinner with Shannon's family where I learned just how versatile the word, "touche!" is...Shannon and I got sexified and waited for Becca to come. By 10:30 we were in a cab on our way to Sin City and a night full of it! :) We met John and his friend there and got into the drinks right away...one, two, three, four...now if you know me, you know by this point I'm pretty drunk...five, six...Ok that's enouogh, the combination of alcohol and nicotine made, as Malcolm would say, "the spin start to room". I met lots of new people, people who Shannon and Becca had gone to school with or have known some other way for awhile now. I also met Shannon (a different one, and this one is male) and Davin, while I didn't get to talk to Davin much as his time was being monopolized by another person who will remanin namesless ;) I did get to talking and dancing with Shannon who is a great guy. Great just what I need, another guy to add to my already full list... :) Man I must say it doesn't get much better than playing Crainium till 4:00 in the morning after you get home from the bar and totally kicking ass! A few hours of sleep and one nice hangover later the night starts to fade and I start to analyze the evening events, guys I met, number of drinks I had, the fact that, "Smoking is bad for you ok..." I realize that this is definately something I need to do more often! To just let loose and have a good time, too much lately I have let things pile up and I feel like I will never get out from under them, but the days march on and I am still here. Here at school, wasteing a few minutes before I have to go and wait for the bus...school today was for the most part uneventful and work tonight is sure to be a blast...(Ha! That's a laugh!)

Oh I almost forgot, I did receive the start of a new chapter in my life that is a soap opera today when I received an e-mail from a certain puppy that had been trying to pick me up since Winter Games in Walkerton and to a larger extent the New Year's Eve Ball where he knew perfectly well that I was there with my dalmation...He wants me to accompany him to his clubs banquet and dance this weekend...THIS WEEKEND! Man oh man why do all these things always have to conflict, so now I have 3 options for this weekend...Old Puppy, New Puppy or Work...Ah well I guess I'll have to wait and see what my schedule is like tonight as to wether I have time for any of my puppies or not.

So, that's where I stand for today...hopefully everything will be clearer in the morning but somehow I doubt that...But what can I say, it's my life and I wouldn't trade it for anything in the world...

I've been up since 10 and I'm ready to fall asleep. I don't know what it is but even though I sleep alright I never seem to wake up very rested, maybe I just have too much on my mind. My mind never stops it just circles around and around, thinking about school, work, boys, life...It seems like I never get a spare minute just to let my mind be free and clear, to not worry about anything and everything. Sure I've been sitting here at school for hours with nothing to do, why didn'tt I just stay in bed? Because I love my friends and I love every minute I spend with them, that's why. I'm going out to the Sin Bin with Shannon and Becca and John tonight, it should be a good night, we want Michael O'Reilly to come but he won't cause he's a loser! :) (Just kidding Mike...I love ya'...We'll make out later k? ;) ) Time to try to accompilish something now...as I sit and wait for networking class to start...maybe the boys will be able to entertain me...We'll see...

My weekend, my weekend, my weekend...where do I start? Ryan and I went home friday morning and I had a pretty uneventful Friday night. Then Saturday was my Opa and Oma's open house for there 50th aniversary so I got to spend the afternoon sorrounded by people I don't know. After the open house we went to dinner and once again had to suffer being around a bunch of drunk dutch people! :) After I made my escape at 8:40pm I went home and got ready to go to the Ranch, now this is where my weekend gets interesting...I high-tailed it to Guelph and picked Jason up at his place and we headed to the bar. Now as I mentioned before, I knew that my dalmation was planning on being there but I didn't let him know that I knew...so anyways, I'm dancing having a grand old time, 11:30 comes, not there yet...12:00...12:30 so I start to think, "ok, I guess he's not coming, a load off my shoulders." Right? Wrong...I go to the washroom and come out and who's standing at the bar? Yup, you guessed it..Him! So I go up and say hi, commment on his new facial hair, (I'm still not sure what I think) and then he tells me that he's been meaning to call but has been working 13 hour days and also doesn't have my number at school...Damn and I thought he wasn't talking to me cause he got the idea after new years...Nope! So not only does he tell me this but he also tells me that he's going to be in Toronto this whole next week and wants to come see me on the weekend!!! So now what do I do? I'm supposed to call him this week and let him know what's going on...Man oh man, am I one messed up chick or what? I don't know what to do...He's fun to be with and all but I don't see anything serious coming of it and I'm afraid I'm leading him on...I feel bad and just don't know what to do right now...Anyway other than that major delema my weekend was pretty uneventful and I'm looking forward to talking to my Shannon. Good night everyone and just some words of advice...ummm...ahhh...I guess I don't have any...Hey I warned you at the start that these things weren't going to be insightful! :)

Here I sit in math class, feeling like I should be doing work but not particularly wanting to do any. When I came to class there was my beautiful Shannon sitting working away and now as I ignore her as she's choking we laugh, our lives a new adventure everyday. The notes she leaves for me in our locker every morning never fail to make me smile and I realize that maybe my life's not all that bad. On my way back to class I get abducted by Michael O'Reilly and taken into his class to be abused by him and Malcolm...Why I put up with those boys I will never know...And now Shannon is scaring me..."Taco flavoured kisses!" What the hell is that! Ah well I guess it's back to work now, or maybe I'll just goof off some more or maybe go and do a bit of stalking...Have a great day and keep smilin'!

Well what can I say about today...Get up, go to a class that the teacher doesn't even show up to...go to a class to learn how to use DOS...go home, have a nap...how eventful! Now here I sit, watching Friends, typing up my math lab that's due tomorrow. Somehow I feel my life lacks excitement. I guess I'm really looking forward to my trip to the Ranch on Saturday, wether I get drunk or not it should be a good night out. Well I suppose I shall cease my lamentations and get back to my homework. Remember to keep smiling, you are loved...:)

So here's my first post. This idea was inspired by my soulmate Shannon, I'm not much of a journal keeper but I've been finding lately that I have a few minutes and need to get a few things off my chest. You won't find these posts deep or profound or even necessarily entertaining...Although if I start posting my dreams you may be a little frightened! :) Anyway my delema this week stems from my dalmation...I just found out that he's going to be at the bar on the same night as me and I'm debating wether or not to tell him I'll be there or to just let it be a supprise. I think that if I tell him he'll want to make a date of it so I think I'm just going to leave it for now. Why do I have these problems with men? I don't know...a warning to all of you...don't try to understand me cause I don't even understand myself a lot of the time. All boy problems aside, life is good...school isn't as bad as I expected (other than programming that is). I guess that's all for tonight, stay tuned in the future for more insights into the abyss that is my mind. Goodnight and God Bless.